Super boring post

So yes...

School started like 2 weeks ago and how am i coping with it?

I HATE IT TO THE FUCKING CORE

Why issit that the modules i'm studying now are soo soo desert DRY????

I seriously hate this fucking semester and i'm on the verge of tearing all my hair off my scalp. (not that i have very much in the 1st place)

Monday and tuesday were like the worse days I could ever imagine. You could say I was totally dismantled and chopped up by all the Shitty modules I had. THANK GOD I actually survived...

My most hated module(s)

AAA- Fucking module made me feel like a complete idiot during the lecture

IEF- Love the tutor, not really thrilled about the teaching method, hate the module. Stupid module so B R O A D...everyday have to read the newspaper just to find out about some economic shit. I fucking hate it...soo tedious and messy luh...Best thing is that you don't know which NEWSPAPER article will be coming out in the exams

So i'm dying

And even though I get a minimum of 6hrs sleep a day, I still feel extremely lethargic and stressed up.

Who's helping me?

NO ONE (on earth luh)

Not even my beloved XX

Not even my beloved mother

Not even my sister

i'm fighting this war ALONE

Just like what happened today.

I was supposed to meet XX today as he needed or rather WANTED to buy a new phone so that he could use it for his NS.

Before meeting him, I decided to rest my weary brain as school was pretty tiring for me

I overslept

When I finally heard NOTE: HEARD the vibration emitting from the phone, I rushed to pick it up. (i didn't know the time at that point of time)

Turned out i missed the time for our appointment for one hr

I was my fault and i didn't know I overslept

Truly, I felt guilty and so I apologised.

But i got cut off by a super cold voice saying "ok. bye"

So I got angry (pissed) and I hung up

Whose fault?

I'm not asking any one to take my side

But don't you think SOMEONE should be more understand?

I believe no one except for my fellow IEF classmates/ schoolmates will understand how i feel

it's just like...

"hubby i'm home! Boy, today was really tiring at work. Sorry i'm late"

"WHAT TIME ISSIT NOW? YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HOME COOKING DINNER FOR ME!"

*pissed*

*pissed*

ok

i know I'm going a wee bit overboard with this example, but that's the main concept.

I AM TIRED

MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY

No one is helping me

I am alone in this fucking battle

So please

think twice when you(someone) wanna get pissed off with me just because I did not attend an event or whatever shit

ok?

enough of the rantings...

NEXT!

As i was saying, I hate my modules and according to Ms koh, my IEF tutor/lecturer, there will be this common market thingy whereby in 5 years time, Singapore will be opened to other countries and foreign workers will be able to come in to singapore and work at duh, a cheaper work wage. So she said that at that time when this happens, WE FRESH GRADUATES will be having a hard time finding a job.

uh oh

So now what?

I'm like stuck in a dilemma

Do i...

Find a job/ start my own business IMMEDIATELY after poly graduation?

or

Do i...

Continue my studies?

According to my dad, he would really encourage me to carry on studying and

AND

he will be most willing to 100% sponsor me to Australia for further studies

SO WHAT DO I DO NOW???

#1 i hate studying

#2 There's this like super good opportunity for me to study overseas and it would be a waste if i were to reject my dad's offer

#3 SHould I work?

Really need some advise here now people....