WHY?

Cause just a moments ago, I felt really felt depressed over my looks...

People who knows me might think that it's totally ridiculous that I can actually be so self conscious so suddenly.

To tell you the truth, I've been through a lot. From a social outcast in primary and secondary secondary school to a social butterfly (wait, overstatement, more like a social moth) in poly. And surprise surprise, I even got myself a boyfriend~

So what happened just now?

Actually, looking at it in another angle, it was really minor. But in my point of view, it was a stab right through my chest.

so basically, I was applying for a job that does events promoting. Apparently, in this small singapore market, only girls with beautiful long hair and nice faces gets chosen. People like ME, short, blonde and average doesn't. Is this fair?

OF COURSE IT IS!

Not

well, maybe

ARGH I DON'T KNOW

not to me that is

Why is this world so superficial?

I know there's some marketing thingy about employing pretty girls to attract peoples' attention

but why must they be so hurtful to those who are just average?

Even average girls can look pretty with some make up on right?

So what if they are not super models? SO WHAT IS THE PAY IS SO DAMN FUCKING HIGH???

If it hurts the feelings of many girls out there with average faces, then don't do it.

I HOPE SOMEWHERE, SOMEONE WHO DOES EVENTS THINGY WILL READ THIS AND WAKE THE FUCK UP

don't hurt other people's feelings just because they're not pretty. Don't reject them just because they look average. For all you know some are actually really pretty in person and not in photos. Don't judge someone for his/her looks.

MAKE UP IS LIKE A MIRACLE, slap some on and i bet that girl next door will looks like a smokin' chick

Gawd...i think i ranted enough...gotta wash up and turn in..

Good night people